Suddenly i felt so lonely in this small room..Noone to talk too, laugh with..The thing being alone and the room flashback about our past come on my mine, about the day when we first met..So quite..harldy talk..Then went to ur grandad's place u started to tease me..u noe i was shy thats why u tease me rite..hahs..went downstairs with ur brothers and cousins..they ask alot of question that u only answered them..i sat there quitely and smiled..When it comes to my b'dae u bought me a watch and a treat at Sandcastle..as we walked we talked, we laugh..aftr eating we sat at the long rock and talk and laugh and suddenly u poped out the question..w/out any hesitation i said yes..I went home with smile on my face..regrading the wacth i lost it yes its lost but it wasnt on purpose..its the most precious thing i got from him and its gone..ive'search everywhere at work for it and yet end up with nth..i feel so sad and angry..but when i told u, u nvr get angry jus disappointed..cooked u pasta and we eat it at the beach..do u remember that?the beautiful flowers u gave me..i was delighted..oh my, tears rolling down as im writing this..keyboard basah..U remember the day we went to changi just the two of us?brought u ur fav peanutbutter sandwich and egg sandwich..u bought snacks and drinks..remember the other day i plan that we wil go there agian but this time we play with the water..remember?hahs..the day it'll nvr come..eventhough it was just a short while..we gone tru alot..to me there lots of memories with u..ive learnt alot when im with u..and now that ure gone im lost..i dun noe what to do..my life now is work work and work..being in relationship is the last thing on my mind now..hmm..

"I was born the day you kissed me, died the day you left me, but lived for the time that you loved me..."