When we did something to hurt someone they dont realise it..it seem so hard for us to say sorry..its like the hardest word to say with sincerity from the heart..but we nvr realise that w/out saying the word it can simply drift our relationship apart..That is wat happen now between u and me..n i noe u realise that..becoz of a little thing u make it as if its so massive..its way to long..no mcqes or kol from you..dont make it as if its my fault its bocz of u ur saying make it happen..u say it like really u mean it..so now all is my wrong doings?in the first place if u have not say dat it wont happen my dear..salah i u nmpk..tapi slh u??ade u nmpk??u slh kn org tapi kesalahan u,u sendiri tk tahu..please stop doing this..and its our problem syg dont involve anione in..u noe who is it..so pls2..we settle it our own..we are matured enuf to settle ourself..kiter pernah gini tapi dis is the longest time ktr mcm gini..mommy id the onli person who see the diff in me..not eating well sleepless night day dreaming..she worried abt me..She da lame ask me too stop contacting u tau..she was so angry after knowing u put ur hand on me..we almost fought coz i defended u..she nvr slapped me b4 n u did..dun blame her ibu mane suke tengok anak die yg mcm gini..im sure ur mum too rite wont be easy seeing u like this..but still i wont..u hurt me alot and still i stay on we you..why? bcoz i love you.. i dun understand u at all..sometime i wonder if understand me..?but i guess u'll nvr will..lots of story behaind those smile of mine..i've teared alot for u.. );

And was surfing the net and decided to read her blog..dun asked me why..just randomwant to read..read her past updates..read n u're so much diff with ure with her than ure with me..ure more comfortable with her than me..i cnnt doubt it than she was once the person u love with all ur heart..under circunstances u guys broke up..and i came to ur life..at first i tot u really love me..den 4 mnths of being together u say the hurtfull thing that is still there for ur info..its like a slap on my face when u said that..and the day u go out with her aftr meeting ur guy friend..u meet her w/out telling me..u kept quite like as if u have done nth wrong..till the day i found out myself..hah!!org meski ckp aku tk tahu nk jage matair aku sendiri..sape nye hati tk sakit keluar senyap2..haiz..u had so much of fun ampai tkde rase bersalah gitu kn..and i realise something abt her..she likes to wear long skirt so just out of curiosity,is dat why u want me to wear long skirt too?u want me to be like her?bby, i thank you for changing me to be a better person..but i nvr be like her syg..accept me for who i am..