Time check: 01:30am

Widely awake still..not sure why..try to sleep but keep turning..so decide to blog..Well im blank rite now..tak tahu nk type ape..anyway, was out with Mr I..went to watchh Iron Man 2..an awsome movie to me lah..Dun noe if u guys will love it..But i do love it..Actually nk watch Kick-ass..tapi tkde so being so sweet today he say he will watch Iron Man 2 and he is watching it with his friend too tomorrow..So he's gonna be watching it two times..haha..he's keeping it quite and not tell he's friend abt it..haha..Thanx Mr I for the day.. (:

Meeting bestie on sun!he's treating me to New York pizza!cnnt wait sey..weeee~ Haha
I have a sudden graving for Swensens chicken baked rice..Anione!anione!Nk teman kiter? xD Hehe! Marr syg, hows the coloring going?is it ok?beep2 me ok.. Fiqah bby, Gaji i masok next week..haha!Next week meet up ohk!Go shopping!! Lets shop till i drop! haha.. So many people to meet but all busy! Haiz.. One day guys just that one day pls3!! Kangen banget sama kamu!! ((:

Countdown: 18 more days to 17 may :D
Mummy bring home some document for me to get use to them..Since its TOTALLY diff from TTSH..I have to learn it..
11 may Collection for the uniforms and Name tags and briefing! (:

*What a feelings to feel for? o_O*

Whsupp!Dah lame aku tk blog gitu kn..rindu plak..maaf lah bynk2 ye..been feeling un well lately due to kerje uh..so busy sgt2..balek aje tkde energy gitu nk update blog pun mcm tk larat gitu..Been working super long hours!super tiring..!last four days straight working more than 12 hours..PANCIT GUE!hahs..and today is my off day..like finally i cn sleep n bgn lmbt..ganti balek time tdo i..haha..happi dpt tido tk payah nk wake early2 in the morning (: Syiok!Wake up in the aftrnn ard 3 gitu..tu pun mcm tk puas gitu..My toe is killing me!Saket dok..fracture i think coz it PAINFUL!lolling..so gonna be a simple and short ((:

Today penat2 pun bangun to meet up with a friend for awhile at tpy..suruh dier dtg kat TPY..malas nk meet jauh2..hehs..and noe what!he's late!adoi..ckp kul 6.35pm..end up sampai kul 7..Anyway thanx Mr I for putting a smile on my face everytime we meet..i really appreciate it..N *Oi! Bile nk pi watch Kick-Ass ah?!* Hahas!

&& something happen and im nt aware of it.. 0_o (Belo or what si yana nie!)
Bestie confess something that make me so speechless the other day when we go mkn2 at Simpang Bedok..He confess he's feelings towards me..He's been keeping that feelings towards me for so long?And im so stupid for not realising it..Sorie bestie i didnt noe..u've been there for me listening to my probs helping me out and all..ktr just tk tahu nk react mcm mane awk..hmm...Kanpe tk tell siang2?u ah!hehs

N FIQAH!When i saw u just now im super duper happy seh!!Oh my god!only god noes how i miss u tahu!!Nk meet biler lagi nie..hais..susah nk kuar skrang..since everyone of us is busy already..amek lah off day utk yana..specially for me guys!come on!hahas..mcm VIP plak ey..chey..Oh ya..i da tahu aper hari to cut tau..wweeee..fringe bangs and my hair length will be the same..dah panjang curl! (: && highlight!!how2?? (: OK TK?! hmm?
Fiqahbby!i dah gaji we go shoppin kk...next week i da tk werk so im free!!weeee~

kk i think i wanna go sleep..nite2 earthlings!
wake up late again besok!BEST2! xDD

*There cn be miracles when you bielieve though hope is frail*

i want to go somewhere far far away from here..somewhere that is peaceful..i want to shout..shout so loud and cry till i cn no longer cry..After a very long tot i've make a decision and i cant look back on it..sooner or later i have to let it go..i have to learnt to let go..this is the only way..even its so hard for me to do it i have to..

I wish u that will achieve in everything you do..never have the thought of leaving school..pls..for the sake of your parents..they will be very dissappointed..Take care of urself n dun fall sick..i want to thank you for the things u have done for me when we're together..ive forgive u for all ur wrong doings..n forgive me if ive done wrong things to you..i know im not a good GF to you..im not perfect..You will find someone better..better than when you do whoever she is treat her well..lastly,take good care of your parents ok..thank them for mie..they treat me so well..i'll miss them..n you..send my regards to them.. Goobdbye.. ),:

i think its better this way....),: *sadsadsupersad!*

hmm..aku nk gunting rambut..pendek?or stay the same length?or gunting pendek siket?fringe, short?or bangs uh?hmm..bleh sot otak memikirkn nya tau..nk colour red or brown?atau highlight je eh? *scratchhead!*

Slalu mcm gini..da ade duit tk tahu nk beli ape kalau tk de duit hah kau..nk beli ini nk beli itu..shopping list dah makin menambah nmpk yana.. *giggles*

> dress/baju/sluar/skirt/tank top/shorts/bikini? 0_o? *lol*
> accessories
> shoes and that Adiddas slipper!!
> get a haircut n get my hair some colour! *wink*

Itulah bende2 sume yg nk dibeli.. (:
Tunggu gaji je..

&&
dah dpt first gaji for nursing nye kn i was thinking of buying for myself a jewelry a necklace perhaps..a nice small diamond pendant necklace.. (:

Updates!
@12 mid just now had a farewell party for abg shieful..his last day today..and i wont get to see him today as i start working at 6pm..tkkn die nk gi tunggu kn..so went down and meet him..bnyk jugak yg dtg farewell party tu..Makan sakan lah aku..dari ptg smlm sampai kul 12 tu maakkaann aje..Petang smlm ate at this restaurant at PS ermm Mahattan Fish Market..delicious makan2 die..and very fulling..Sume abis mkn cume yana je yg tk abis..sayang seh masih alot jugak..Biestie have to finish it..tu pon he cnnt abis kn..sorry awk! (:And if u guys wondering if the place is halal ke tk im not sure..but i think it is lah..seafood seh ikan udang calamari tkkan tk bleh mkn kn.. *lol*
After mkn kiter smoke kejap den head to the cathay jalan2 den we stop jap kat BEN N JERRY!!!!suke sangat2!!dah lame nk mkn tk mkn2 and AT LAST! after mkn ice cream smoke lagi..den we decided to go to the arcade kei actually its hakim idea to check it out..so we end up playing skali..marina n i play dis game super fun..hand pun bleh jadi pain..den all four play car..im the last!failed!mcm mane nk blaja amek lesen kereta ni?!yana2!Da puas main pergi smoke lagi..den aru pergi meet eka at her crib..bestie and the rest went home..cut story short dah abis mkn abg bob hantar balek..sampai rumah dlm kul 2..pergi mandi lepas tu TDO!Well after an exhausting day and a fun one!i wake up at 2pm!haha *smackedhead*

And on 09042010 When mkn2(yes AGAIN!) but at Sakura yg kat Dhoby ghaut tu..kat tengah2 dunia tu..At ard 2 plus go to staff clinic den when to block 7 wait for mommys frien..n i have to wait for them downstair..lame per tunggu..dah sampai sume proceed gi sane..ade prob going there cut story short da bayar den mkn mkn mkn the place like seoul garden cume its already cooked we just need to eat..pics were taken too..
pics will all be in fb!haven put yet..go check it out kalau nk!tknk tu kau pe pasal! *evil laugh*

okei2 gotta go..need to get ready for work! (:
Update again soon!

Yana love you!still! (:

you are the pencil and im the eraser..........

Again and again i feel the pain..still hard for me to let go..He's happy with his life now..i shud too rite?but why im not?why?tried so hard but to no avail..*insert name* sape seh die?skejap je kn die knl dgn si *insert name* ni..belom sebulan pon ktr pisah die dah knl si *insert name* ni..nmpk nye skrang si *insert name* ni dah panggil die darla..darla to another meaning for darling kn??hmm..Tipu kn kalau aku ckp aku ni tk cemburu..Oh well seeing u happy with your life now with *insert name* and u have even succeed in what u have been hoping for all this while..congrats..

Aniway i recently read *insert name* blog..after reading i tagged not under my name..*insert name* reply to my tagged..was happy but just for awhile..why?because *insert name* tot i was other person..im nvr in *insert name*'s mind..its always been her and nvr will be me..sad kn..expecting for *insert name* to noe thats me..but SADLY no..haiz..nvr been appreciated..thanx alot *insert name*..aku tk rase pon *insert name* ni akan bace blog aku..Jadi whatever la kn..no meaning pon kalau die bace..lepas tu teroz aku tk reply alek tagged *insert name* tu..he seem happy if it was her..i can really see dat..well let him think it was really her.. *sadsad!*

Have been thinking alot for a new URL link..Will be changing very soon..will tagged u guys..so no worries.. (:

Fiqah baby!thanx for meeting me today and make my day..Jumpe u my penat hilang..haha..the stories and gossip abt SOME PPL LAH KN! Yg sungguh hmm whats the word eh..yg tk kenang budi eh?haha..ntah lah ape word nk describe pon tk tahu.. Haha..
THANX LOVE! Meet again soon! (:
hmm..besok off..nk gi mane eh??duduk umah ke?kua?duduk umah ke?kua?hehs Besok aru dpt tahu (:

*adios*

KAU MEMANG TKDE FEELING PUNYA ORANG!!KNOW WHAT U CN JUST *TOOT* OFF LAH!!PERANGAI PECAH!!