Wake up late super late today..@ 1600hrs..Talk with bby otf till late in the morning yesterday..Slept @ 0500, people sleeping while we both happily talking..haha!
Wake up put the eyedrops the go wash up..have my "branch" cum dinner..mummy cook ASAM PEDAS♥ with ikan pari and ladysfinger..hmmmm..delicious!! :DD
Text bby for awhile find out we both wake up the same time..haha!!what a coincidence right..haha..@ 1900hrs wacth korean drama..@ 2000hrs bby kol talk for awhile and @ 2100hrs we put down the phone as he wants to watch the chinese show and i watch suria..And now on the fone with bby♥!

BYE! ♥

"Im ok, Im fine....."
Must i pretend that im fine when im not??Im trying to be strong not showing im weak and not be like a cry baby..But its difficult its not easy..Waking up everyday at hoping it was all a dream..Sadly its not a dream..Facing this everyday, people thing its not a big deal still cn live what its not like ur gonna die or something, well its not you who suffer its me..And its suck!It suck BIG TIME! Its kind of troublesome gitu to put those eyedrops every 2 and 4 hourly..i'll tend to forget to put them..There's these specific time i have to put both of the eyedrops,put the first one..the other one i'll forget abt it..like WTH..When the time for eyedrops ibu will need to remind me to put them..Sungguh leceh!The on and off headache, the discomfort feeling in the eyes..argh!

Had a blast day with bby today..Went to granny house to give thier monthly allowance have my lunch there as well..Suppose to meet @ orchard at 1pm.. We both end up waking up late..lol..Change of plan he fetch me and we make our way to town (:
We buy a movie ticket first to get good seats..told the counter girl we want the 5:05pm show for paranormal activity..Got the tickets w/out checking we off to buy ice cream.. Den we went to TAKA.. Went to kinokuniya then went to buy ourselves TakoYaki! *yumyum* Seat ard i took his pics more than mine..haha..When its time to for the show and get seated something happen..The counter girl gave us the wrong timing instead of 5:05pm she gave us the 3:00pm show..pekak kot die..no offence (:
Lucky the cinema guy got us another seat..and it a good one.. *thumbs up*
& no comments abt the show -__-
Aftr the show went for dinner..Went to Borders bought myself a book..Theres fun and laughter everytime whenever im with you ♥

10 more days to go and im back to my WD58..Feels weird but believe it or nort im looking foward to it..Its much way better, rather than sitting at home..Miss my work sey.. :D Yesterday went to bf's crib..hang out at his place♥..Plan to go Kinokuniya Bookstore my all time fav bookstore coz its big && Borders Bookstore the one at wheelock..ahh..paradise!!Im not so into books last time & now i LOVE reading them..hahas!! And aftr going there we plan to catch a movie..Ask bby to get ready from the time i arrive his place tapi tk siap2 pun..end up we're out from his place ard 6 gitu kua..By then we can onli catch a movie..Watch "Life As We Know It", nice movie and the baby is a total CUTIE.. (: Actually bby wanted to watch "Paranormal Activity 2" persuade him not to..hehe
Got a mcq from Fiqahbby today that tomorrow she cnt make as last minute she have to work PM shift so we decided to meet another day..Told bby abt it n he suggest that we meet n i agree (: Meeting him again tomorrow..weee~ C you tomorrow Md Izuan (:

My heart; its like a blank piece of paper when he left and now it has ur name written all over it ♥♥♥

A short meet up with love was awsome..like usual la (:
Dah brape minggu gitu tk jumpe asyik kene duduk rumah aje..boring!! -__-!
Lucky ibu let me go out for a short while..Sekian lame nye tk jumpe bebual on the phone aje, he looked diff..charming gitu (: haha! Miss him truckloads!!
the long talks,the laughs ohh i miss those hugs of ur bie..hehs
Cant wait to meet u again on MONDAY! Go shopping coz DAH LAME TK GI SHOPPING..
Release stress (: KACHING2 pun dah masok so yeah! *wink*
Meeting my darlings too on WEDNESDAY!weeee~~ Catch up2 girls :DD
&& pictures2 too!!! ((:

Its been two month plus than long i've nvr been updating my blog..so many things happen n to type it down here it will take hours..
Well honestly each time i have things to write and when i face this notebook of mine, i turned blank..I dun noe where to start..

Month of August well i cant really recall..Just the normal routine work, went out with love and also with friends..And fasting mnth was smooth..
September, pun cannt recall..hehs..me and my STM..
But starting the month of October, things was bad for me.. It started a few mnths back and i tot it was just my degree increase n did nth abt it but i dint noe it was someting really bad..I had to undergo an emergency surgery last two weeks, on my right eye..Everything that has happen is like a slap on my face.. D;
Im so greatful to my family, my friends and my boyfriend to be there for mie..
Cheer me up and not to make me think abt it..its really hard to not think abt it coz there's no cure to it.. and it will be with me all my life.. D;
Docter gave me a one month of HL to rest..Atr the surgery the pain is so much..the eyedrops..And for these past days im so depressed, stressed up..Eyedrops my put to maintain them, regular check-up and surgery every two years..come to think abt it..All that cost money..and its not cheap.. D;
Onli god noes how i feel..

To Muhammad Izuan: Bie, thanx for being there with me and go thru it all with me.. Sacrificing ur sleep just to accompany me for my appointments..Each time u wait for me outside the concultation room I can see your concern and the worriness in ur eyes.. Cheering me up and taking good care of me..im really touch..I love you Muhammad Izuan ♥
Tha times we had and the fun n laughter, all of it is PRICELESS..

Ya Allah kau kuatkn lah semangat aku ini utk menghadapi dgn dugaan yang engkau berikan kepada ku..kau kuat kn lah iman ku..