Its been two month plus than long i've nvr been updating my blog..so many things happen n to type it down here it will take hours..
Well honestly each time i have things to write and when i face this notebook of mine, i turned blank..I dun noe where to start..

Month of August well i cant really recall..Just the normal routine work, went out with love and also with friends..And fasting mnth was smooth..
September, pun cannt recall..hehs..me and my STM..
But starting the month of October, things was bad for me.. It started a few mnths back and i tot it was just my degree increase n did nth abt it but i dint noe it was someting really bad..I had to undergo an emergency surgery last two weeks, on my right eye..Everything that has happen is like a slap on my face.. D;
Im so greatful to my family, my friends and my boyfriend to be there for mie..
Cheer me up and not to make me think abt it..its really hard to not think abt it coz there's no cure to it.. and it will be with me all my life.. D;
Docter gave me a one month of HL to rest..Atr the surgery the pain is so much..the eyedrops..And for these past days im so depressed, stressed up..Eyedrops my put to maintain them, regular check-up and surgery every two years..come to think abt it..All that cost money..and its not cheap.. D;
Onli god noes how i feel..

To Muhammad Izuan: Bie, thanx for being there with me and go thru it all with me.. Sacrificing ur sleep just to accompany me for my appointments..Each time u wait for me outside the concultation room I can see your concern and the worriness in ur eyes.. Cheering me up and taking good care of me..im really touch..I love you Muhammad Izuan ♥
Tha times we had and the fun n laughter, all of it is PRICELESS..

Ya Allah kau kuatkn lah semangat aku ini utk menghadapi dgn dugaan yang engkau berikan kepada ku..kau kuat kn lah iman ku..